Today was my birthday and all my friends bailed last minute and didn’t even say anything. I have been crying on and off for 4 hours and can feel myself spiralling. I don’t know how to deal with this anymore. I feel so alone all the time and I was so excited about spending time with my friends today but now I just hate myself even more and want out.
First of all, happy birthday! Second.. well maybe they are not your friends at all, maybe thats your sign to make some new friends